Saturday, June 28, 2008

really heartrenching poems

Untitled

I'm sitting here
watching you sleep
not caring that i am in too deep
holding you too near

I'm watching you
so quiet and peaceful
while thinking of how meaningful
you are to me too

I'm crying
wondering if you will ever leave
if this was really meant to be
cause on the inside im dying

You hold my hand
never letting go
with our highs and lows
now i know i found the right man

Next poem

Child

She is sitting in the corner
listening to the horror
of the yelling and screaming
and her mom accepting the beating

she is sitting in her room
looking out into the moon
crying into her bear
with his arm drenched in tears

she is lying in the grave
with her gavestoned paved
with her begining and end
but she was only ten

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Addictions

Addiction

Cigerates; my addiction
to numb the pain
kill the memories
drown out the rain
get rid of what happend to me

Darkness; my addiction

to close out the noise
the anger
the madness
of what happend that night

Comfert; my addiction

the comfort of your arms
to stay here
away from all harm
just to have you hold me near

These are my addictions
that get me through the day.

Monday, June 9, 2008

Second to last day of school.

Random poem
Crystal Johnson

Sitting here
with nothing to do
Sitting here
thinking of you
Sitting here
without you near
Sitting here
without fear
Sitting here
waiting for my love, my dear

(Crappy I know! But it was a 2 minute think up. Maybe I will do another one, Maybe I won't who knows>_<)

Never Wonder Why

Every wonder why we are here
In this moment
Holding me near
To your beating heart
Ever wonder why we love each other
"I love you"
It is all just talk
But when you whisper in my ear
Those three words
Vanishing my fear
So never wonder why
we are in love
or are here